| a peek into the GREAT mind of ... SAIA |
[Mar. 30th, 2005|10:53 pm] |
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| |  amused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Blackstreet - If you need a fix | ] |
wow... i realize when i just look at people... and listen to them in every sort of way thats possible... that then and only then can i see people for who they are... cause sometimes it seems like its too hard for people to present their true selves to you ...
why does it always seem that people have to maek excuses for every little thing they can't do... some people are just excuse generators...
well... sometimes i can't tell if i'm being a "bad" friend and i think people always wanna put the blame on someone.. is it possible to be a "bad" friend.... i mean you can really only be yourself self... by assuming that someone is a "bad" friend because they are too needy or get an attitude at the drop of a hat or w/e maybe the case maybe you should let them be or... on contrary maybe you should pull them out of the crowd and ask them whats wrong... no one is perfect don't assume you are...
i hate when people don't try at things but at the end will always say why they couldn't try what was stopping them from doing what was important... that they were too busy to do one thing because some BS reason that they try to make important... wtf is that...
man i feel like i'm smokin right now... with all this philsophical stuff... hmmm... theres alot of stuff going on in my life right now and i just fel like i'm drifting close to some people and further from others... i've been meeting a lot of new people and what i've noticed is like by meeting people you learn to see what you like in people.. and of course the opposition...
although its not neccessarily a bad thing that i'm drifting further or closer to some people more than others... ya know i think that every friend should be kept at an equal distance away from you and close to you so that you never have any complications.... but then who would know true friendship... :/ |
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| hmm... this could possibly be true... |
[Mar. 30th, 2005|10:49 pm] |
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| | Az Yet -Hard to say i'm sorry | ] |
If Women Ruled the World...
- Men would sit around and wonder what WE are thinking.
- Women with cold hands would give men prostate exams.
- PMS would be a legitimate defense in court.
- Men would get reputations for sleeping around.
- Singles bars would have metal detectors to weed out men hiding
wedding rings in their pockets.
- A man would no longer be considered a "good catch" simply because he
is breathing.
- Fewer women would be dieting because their ideal weight standard
would increase by 40 pounds.
- Shopping would be considered an aerobic activity.
- "Ms." Magazine would have an annual swimsuit issue featuring scantily
clad male models.
- Men would not be allowed to eat gas-producing foods within two hours
of bedtime.
- Men would be secretaries for female bosses, working twice as hard for
none of the credit.
- Little girls would read "Snow White and the Seven Hunks."
- Men would bring drinks, chips and dip to women watching soap operas.
- Men would HAVE to get Playboy for the articles, because there would
be no pictures.
- Men would learn phrases like: "I'm sorry," "I love you," "You're
beautiful," "Of course you
don't look fat in that outfit."
- Men would be judged entirely by their looks, women by their
accomplishments.
- Men would pay as much attention to their woman as to their car.
- All toilet seats would be nailed down.
- Men would work on relationships as much as they work on their
careers.
- TV news segments on sports would never run longer than 1 minute.
- All men would be forced to spend one month in a PMS simulator.
- During mid-life crisis, men would get hot-flashes and women would
date 19-year-olds.
- Overweight men would have their weight brought to their attention
constantly.
- After a baby is born, men would take a six-week paternity leave to
wait on their wives hand and foot.
- For basic training, soldiers would have to take care of a two-year
old for six weeks. |
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| once you find it don't lose it for you may never be able to get it back... |
[Feb. 22nd, 2005|03:43 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  restless | ] |
| [ | music |
| | 112 - Dance with me | ] |
so today consisted of:
sleeping
getting up
more sleeping
more getting up
even more sleeping
then one final wake up
talking to emily on the phone...
talkin to nicole...
talkin to emily again...
and then doing french homework...
over the past few days i've been really scared about my grades and if they'll be good enough for me to get into college with... its not that they're bad... its just that they're not excellent... and i need to get that shit straight especially because i'm going to have to be applying to colleges veeeeeeeerrrry soon... its actually a pretty scary thought but then agian it isn't... i feel like i don't know what to do... because i wanna get into Berkeley soo bad... and i don't know what i'm going to do... i know i have to get on my shit... but its like saying is one thing doing is a completely different thing... especially since the doing part is waay harder than the actual saying part... so i need to kick my ass into gear and stop fuckin around so much... haha excuse the pun... i guess i really do need to stop focusin on boys and the like and just start focusing more on my school work... it's so easy to say so i better just do it... because i need to have at least a 3.6 by the time i graditate.... ahhh... a little overwhelmed...
things i need to do:
get all A's and B's on next report card
do well on the AP exams
get a A or B in french
join tree people
see about joining student government next year either secretary or treasurer
join BSU
get all my credits straightened out
Get a job
rejoin Volleyball
ok i think in order for me to do all of these tihngs i'm going to need to study more... and just kinda concentrate on school... and work on juggling things... i need to really start studying for the AP exams.. thats like a must since they are in May... i need to also check with my counselor every other week or so about credits... talk to Mr. Lane... eeek! so much to do...
i also need to start back doing my pilates because that relives stress so well... Sable are you in BSU??
oh gawd this is gonna be a hectic year for me... |
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[Feb. 21st, 2005|02:26 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | amused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Snoop - Can i get a flicc witchu | ] |
lmao... i just realized that i have code names with all my friends in pairs... example:
snackle = Saia and Nicole
Natherine = Katherine and Nicole
SLucky = Saia and TBA *invented by Snackle at some point
and the newest to date...
Skattle = Saia and Katherine...
i now need to create one... for me and emily...
hmm... it will take a while...
i also just realized that i like consonants lol |
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| *sigh* |
[Feb. 21st, 2005|01:32 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  nervous | ] |
| [ | music |
| | John Legend - Number One | ] |
well... i met eric the other night he's really sweet but uhhh... i don't know if i'm neccessarily attracted to him... he's no rej lets just put it like that.. if anyone has some cute friends i need to meet them!! haha welp.. i'm not even sure if i want i bf right now... i really just want to date around and meet a bunch of guys... ya know chill and let things flow...
i'm tryin to get a job.. because i need my money... haha i guess the only way to get money besides beggin your parents every so often is to get a job... so i need one.. anyone got any ideas or ways to help me... please lemme know... :-D
i just bought the new john legend cd... i suggest everyone get it it is very good and there is no bad track on the entire cd.. like ya know how sometimes you wanna skip over songs... you don't wanna skip over songs on this cd... haha... i feel like everybody needs this cd in there life...i also bought the new snoop cd R&G lol... but i haven't really had a chance to listen to because john and talib have been taken up my time... :-D
ok.. now its time for me to discuss in detail my date with eric...
so he picked me up at my aunts house... at around 5:00 and my mother and aunt gave him the 360 haha it was hilarious... they asked him like 20 questions and got his drivers license all that good stuff...it was some funny shit... i met like all his friends and their dates haha they are all really nice people... and seem really kewl to chill with... half of them went to 32nd street... it was great... but i had to be home by ten because my mom didn't know him and didn't want me out late with him... ahhh ... so yea he didn't try to kiss me but he kept huggin me and puttin his arm around me and asked me like a kajillion times if i liked him... i dunno ... w/e ... i dunno if i really like anyone right now... i just wanna meet a bunch of people... chiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiill haha
i feel like i'm very overwhelmed with alot of things... i can't beleive i'm gonna have to apply for colleges in like 6 mths or so... its kinda weird.. i wanna get out but then again i don't know if i'm ready to grow up.. who knows...
"i go to the other side of town
so i never risk the chance we'll catch her eye, oh no
she don't have to know, she don't have to know" |
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| Happy FRICKIN Valentines Day!! |
[Feb. 15th, 2005|07:02 pm] |
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| | pleased | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Mary J. - All Night Long | ] |
haha a day late but nevertheless HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!! HAHA well... i didn't have a valentines till like 8:00 last night... and it was really sweet soo.. today something pretty strange with rej happened for the good thats all i'm sayin haha ... cause too many weird people read this thing... *wink wink* (cough*stephanie*cough*hovo*cough) lol... so anyways yea my valentine was this guy eric who i'm kinda talkin to now... i guess... w/e... hopefully he'll come to my party but we'll see oh about the party thing... as of today we still do not have a place to have the party lmao...
so if anyone knows anyone that might potentially let us use their house then fo shizzle hit me up haha... well technically everyone's invited so if i haven't formally invited you... please do not be offended... pleeeze!!! so many people have come up to me and said oh so did you wanna invite me somewhere... lol... yea i know real subtle... well.. everyone better pray Harut's mommy let's us have the party or she goes out of town too... haha... soo... that would be kewl if you could bring drinks but if not just bring your bodies and your friends and a gift haha since it is me and nicoles b-day!! money is fine :-D...
today there was alot of drama with K* and N* it was weird sometimes i dunno i think someone has some deeper issues about the whole thing which cause this person to bring up every single little annoyance at the drop of a hat... but anyways enough of that drama...
goose... i want you to know you have very soft lips... hehe they're nice!! haha GO GOOSE!!! haha... so yea i got the best hug today and it made me feel special you know when someone calls your name out and it sounds like they feel sad that you forgot about them... and it makes you feel wanted... :-D...
i started my french 2 class on monday of last week and it is REALLY different not being in class with emily or anyone else i know... its just different cause i feel like i'm alo but not really alone just that now if i fuck up and don't do my hw oh fuckin well big deal no excuses pour moi!! haha i had to throw a little french in there... the teacher is really nice but she is kind of a sourpuss haha i'm not exactly sure what that is but i think it describes her well... pour example... if you need to go to the bathroom she will let you go but she doesn't like for you to get up and leave the class and she makes faces if you leave or disrupt her during the class she will also talk shit about you behind your back as natalie and lousine so got the benefit of dealing wit hlast semester... oh well... i guess she's not the best person to be representing the french but then again who is???
gosh i'm so overwhelmed right now... i talked to ohan today and he said i should ask nicole shots if i can have the party at her house but i don't really know her that well and i don't know if she'd go for it... i'm really hopin that Harut comes through... that would be so good...oh and if anyone needs to reach me for any reason be sure to call me and if you don't have my number just leave me a comment on here and i'll give it to you...
"First we came here to set this party off right
Let's bounce tonight
And if they don't let us in through the front
We'll come through the side
Cuz i don't ever wanna leave the game without
At least saying goodbye
So all my people on the left, all my people on the right
Scream one last time"
-Eminem Encore/Curtains down
"You kow what the movements like
You know how movin', right
Move, cause we in the mood to fight
This is that get crunk move bitch
Get drunk stupid
Hot like steaks, .45 on waist"
- Jim Jones Crunk Muzik
ok those are two of the songs that i am currently in love with lol...
peace
love
prosperity
hope
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| well... |
[Feb. 11th, 2005|10:14 am] |
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| |  hungry | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Samuel Barber - Sure on this shining night | ] |
my gosh... so today alot of stuff is happenin... today is the day for singing grams... haha so we are walkin around the school in the poring rain and getting our socks wet...lol i'm such a weirdo ... i wore slippers too school today thinking it wasn't gonna rain hard oh well... my feet are drying as i speak lol... soooo... omg really interesting... P.B.S has skidget as a teacher for first period and he was in there while we were singing and stuff it was pretty kewl... cause he would look at me at times and at my ass lol... so he might tell say something to rej... but ya know i don't really like him that much anymore... he's kewl and i would like to make out with him buts thats about it... i think i'm starting to like this other guy eric.. who i used to go to school with and i didn't even know it... haha... its weird he added me on myspace and then one day he just mesages me and we start talkin... he's really cute :-D and he's 6'4 or 6'5 or somethin like that and he's a football player lol... whats with me and football players??? i don't know he's very sweet and really wants to meet me... which brings me to another point... haha... MY PARTY!! WEEEEE!!! yea so everyone is pretty much invited ireally don't care who actually comes the list has gotten extremely large and out of control lol... there is gonna be drinks and food and music and its just gonna be completely fun and chill and i just want everyone to have a good time... so yeah if you wanna know more just im me... @ l0veli sY on aim... oh btw.. i almost forgot that DN is going to be playing the party so yea.... |
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| These damn things are contagious |
[Jan. 20th, 2005|02:07 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  indescribable | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Martin Luther - Daily Bread | ] |
[Sexual Orientation] straight
[Marital Status] single
[Height] 5'5''
[Shoe size] 6 1/2 - 7
[Parents still together] nope
[Siblings] josh
[Pets] Tirimisu, Lucky, and King Buster Pharrell..:-D
[In school/graduated] North Hollywood
Favorites:
[Color] yellow, pink, green
[Number] 17, 20
[Animal] dog
[Drinks] cranberry juice, does this count alcohol?
[Soda] 7-up, coke
[Book] heatseekers, shame on it all, nervous, sisters of the apf,
Do you...
[Color your hair?] i have... right now its kinda reddish brown...
[Twirl your hair?] no... but i do flip it...(its a valley girl thing)
[have tattoos?] getting one!!
[Have Piercings?] ears
[Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both?] nope
[Cheat on tests/homework?] yes... i'm not that good people!!
[Drink/Smoke?] yes... yes... both i do casually ...
[Like roller coasters?] yeah... a little scared but... yeah
[Wish lived somewhere else?] nah
[Want more piercings?] haha yes!
[Like cleaning?] no... but it is inevitable
[Write in cursive or print?] its kind of a mix of both ... we can call it crint... haha
[Know how to drive?] uh... better than nicole ...
[Own a cell phone?] yes... its my part of my daily routine!
Have you ever...
[Been in a fist fight?] yes
[Stolen anything?] yea... when i was like ten i stole thongs with my cousin... lmao
[Held a gun?] no
[Drank?] YES!!
[Been so drunk you couldn't remember your name?] lol
[Considered being a hooker?] lmao... not really
[Cheated on someone?] no... i could never bring myslefto do that
[Cried over a girl?] uh... yea ... but not like that
[Cried over a boy?] yes... :-(
[Lied to someone?] yes
[Been in love?] true love... once
[Fallen for your best friend?] nah
[made out with JUST a friend?] yes.. many
[Been rejected?] yea... hasn't everyone
[Been in lust?] :-D... constantly
[Been kissed?] yea
[Experimented with homosexuality?] haha... hasn't everyone?
Current...
[Current clothing] cut sweatpantsand camisole
[Current mood] chill...
[Current taste] pineapples
[What you currently smell like] warm vanilla sugar
[Current hairstyle] up in a bun...
[Current thing I ought to be doing] studying
[Current cds in stereo] Bob Marley, Kanye West, Gypsy Kings,Usher - confessions, John Legend, Anthony Hamilton
[Current job] school...
The last time...
[Last book you read] Eragon
last movie you saw] White Noise
[Last thing you ate] pop tarts then some pineapples
[Last person you talked to on the phone] Emily!!
[Last person you talked about on the phone] ... hehe
Do you...
[Do drugs?] nope
[Have a dream that keeps coming back?] yea
[Play an instrument?] i sang
[Believe there is life on other planets?] yea... it seems like they're would be...
[Remember your first love?] yea....
[Still love him/her?] well... not in that way but i do deeply care for them
Music:
[Top bands] HIM, Pink Floyd, led zepplin, queen, darkness, dead norman!
[best concert] i've been to small shows... dead norman...!
Bands for:
[when your sad] the cure, floetry, d'angelo
[when your going out] old r&b... 112, puff daddy, etc..
[when your alone] everything
[when your mad] bob marley to calm me down...
[when your happy] everything
[when its raining] classical
Do you...
[Read the newspaper?] when i have too
[Have any gay or lesbian friends?] lots!
[Believe in miracles?] depends...
[Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?] with the right tools and level of responsibility ... yea
[Believe in God?] yea
[Do well in school?] yea... but i could do better
[Go to or plan to go to college?] yea... i really wanna go to berkeley!
[Wear hats?] rarely
[Hate yourself?] never
[Have an obsession?] lol... i wouldn't call it obsessed
[Have a secret crush?] yea... but alotof people know about it... so its not that secret
[Collect anything?] haha pictures... memories...
[Have a best friend?] yea at least three
[Close friends?] i try not to let people get too close to me...
[Like your handwriting?] yea
[Care about looks?] sometimes...
Love life
[First crush] in first grade... i can't remember his name
[First kiss] on a late bus... it was with one of my good friends
[single or attached?] single
[Do you believe in love at first sight?] no... i believe at lust at first sight ... haha lovbe comes later though
[Do you believe in "the one?"] uh... yea
[Describe your ideal significant other] well... he has to be strong, independent, love me for who i am, be able to have wonderful conversations, and wonderful sex haha, taller than me, sweet, stand up for me, and be a good kisser...
[Are you a tease?] its the only way to be
[Shy to make the first move?] YES!
[sex?]: love it....
Are you a...
[wuss] haha yea... at the worst of times too
[alcaholic] no
[Smoker] occasionally
[Daydreamer] yea
[Freak] yes... :-D
[Dork] yea
[Bitch/Asshole] if need be
[Sarcastic person] haha... yea
[Shy person] well... sometimes
[Talkative person] yes...
[Flirty person] uhhh.... yea... but not in a slutty way |
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[Jan. 17th, 2005|04:14 pm] |
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| |  good | ] |
| [ | music |
| | D'Angelo - Untitled (how does it feel) | ] |
wow... this has been a pretty eventful week... i think i've had my share of being a bitch for the year haha... maybe not... we'll see...the game on Saturday was so great!!! The west coast won (of course) haha ... 35-3!!! it was great because nicole and emily came over to watch it with me haha... i love you guys!!! who could ask for better friends!?!?! nicole brought gizmo who is one of the cutest little dog i've ever seen haha... and after the game we went to Hollywood and Highland with jose ... we were there for a couple of hours and then we left and just chilled... sunday emily jose and i went to see white noise after being totally scared throughout the majority of the movie ... i was totally pissed and disappointed because of the ending... haha it sucked... i would recommend not seeing it but if you really want to see it wait till it comes out on video... thats all i have to say on the suject... hmmm... this past week has been full of nasty drama this week ... will be different hopefully... till then...
live life on your edge not someone else's ...
smoking honey and dew
"now she's a gangsta rollin with gangsta bitches..."
- Common Sense - i used to love HER
*and on that note have a wonderful week everyone and HAPPY MARTIN LUTHER KING DAY!!! |
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[Jan. 8th, 2005|06:17 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sick | ] |
| [ | music |
| | NB Ridaz - Pretty Girl | ] |
so peoples... alot has happened since the last time i've written in this little thingy... well... for starters me and REJ talk waaaaaaaaay more now and he always gives me hugs and stuff... its nice... haha still not totally sure that he lies me just alot of different things happening LOTS ... i don't really wanna go into to too many details lets just say the people that need to know do... haha i love this thing... well... its pretty great i guess he is always touching me ... casually... and you know for no reason at all... and he will wait in the doorway of his classroom till i walk by so he could give me a hug... ahh its pure goodness... haha and i found out something a little disappointing but ya know... thats life... i guess i'll move on and hopefully it will all be ok...
i will watch him on t.v this weekend...because he asked me too
it will be kind of weird knowing someone playing football on t.v...
but i'll love every moment of him in those tight pants haha ... and of course the game.... lol
with a kiss on the lips and a picture of you you'll be in my heart forever.... |
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[Dec. 14th, 2004|09:17 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  curious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Anthony Hamilton - Charlene | ] |
so if you could say one thing about me what would it be???
Glamglitteroq17: one word that describes me
Glamglitteroq17: quick
Glamglitteroq17: quick go go
dianaluvsyouxoxo: lol
dianaluvsyouxoxo: mmmm
dianaluvsyouxoxo: sunshine
i'm really curious about what people think about me... diana started it... |
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| reading between the lines |
[Dec. 7th, 2004|05:57 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  annoyed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Jadakiss -u make me wanna | ] |
hey peoples... ahh... i really like REJ* he is so wonderfully sexy... in his tallness and cute little sweatpants today... haha yea... i don't really know whats goin on with that whole situation... he always looks at me bashfully and smiles ... so tomorrow i'm gonna make a bold move and say hi to him straight out... i guess everyone is having love trouble but for me its more wondering why he doesn't say anything... if anything is gonna come of this and all that... maybe if i try not to read every detail so much but its hard ya know because since he's not saying much of anything i find myself having to read through the lines... i hate reading through the lines... it sucks cuase what if i read the wrong thing through the lines... ahhh.. its so confusing... for now i'm stuck with dreams of you in the corner with our lips together and our bodies pressed against each other in passionate electrifying romantic... pleasure... hmm... if only it wasn't a dream...
* - codename for someone who is lucky
on another note...
i feel like getting laid... i feel like i'm the only one who isn't getting any.. anything... kissing... touching... loving... gosh i hate this feeling... i want sometihng now.. any takers? |
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| so... |
[Nov. 27th, 2004|05:55 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Ciara - 1 2 step | ] |
i guess i haven't writen in this thing in awhile and i think its high time for an update!! well first things first... HAPPY THANKSGIVING!! haha and second of all... ew solomon turned the guy i went on a date with turned out to be an asshole... aren't they all??... well maybe not all but at least the majority... well anyway.. i'm so excited because i joined track you guys and i'm meeting alot of great new people ... AMY!!! HAHA yea and hopefully i'll get a chance to better relationships with certain people... namely ***** haha but yea anyways... life is pretty good right now .. it would probably be a lil better with some luck in my life haha ;-)... and/or a boyfriend but i guess livin life to the best enjoyin the boys and what not ... :-D by the way check out my myspace page...
http://profiles.myspace.com/users/7755945
yea... i've already started training.. AMY where you at?? we have to train together!! that would be so awesome... |
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| ehhh |
[Oct. 20th, 2004|02:14 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  contemplative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Bob Marley - No Woman No Cry | ] |
so right now im in fifth and i just retook my final for Kolin... that was fun!! NOT i hope i aced it again that was such bullshit that he thought i cheated just cause i got a higher score than everyone else.. so yeah things with ***** are going pretty kewl... i kinda like him but he leaving in a few months for college and i really don't want anything to start up especially since hes goin out of state for school... my date with soloman (aka pine-sol) was pretty entertaining we went to the aids walk lol.... (my idea) hes is soo hot you guys!! he has curly hair, hes light skinned andhes 6'2... he is soo much taller than me.. i think i barely reach his shoulder... haha... ut hes kewl... and we say that we ony like each other as friends... now i know i'm lying but is he??? also his friend told me that he said i lookd "good"... and that i was kewl... but he wouldn't tell me anything else... i'm gonna try to get more out of him... lol then we'll see what happens... in the meantime... Chris told me he loves me and that he wants me to stop talkin to other guys all the way... and i was like uhhh... ok you guys i've nown him for a year my cousin introduced us and he liked me a little bit ut he never acted on it except for by getting my phone number and email and stuff but we were just friends and now all the sudden he wants to be my boyfriend like out of nowhere... so i dunno... we won 2 ut of 8 games at our v-ball tournament... and then we won the game against hollywood... 25-13.. haha fun stuff... i am so confused... i think i just wanna meet someone new ya know... but i still wanna make out with *****...:-D... love in the rain with sun on my shoulder...
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| Happy Happy Joy Joy |
[Oct. 12th, 2004|03:34 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | sugarcult - pretty girl (the way) | ] |
okay!! well i have a date on friday and lucky was flirting with me so much today!! i was happy:-D... oh and about the concussion thing he didn't have a concussion but the other team didn't want him playing so they had his Dr's say that he had a concussion so he couldn't play just cause he was hyperventilating on the field... and he apologized to me today about ignoring me on thursday... and he kept looking at me throughout the power-point presentation that he had to do... so i don't know but i'm hoping that all goes well keep your fingers crossed! |
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| Whew!! |
[Oct. 11th, 2004|10:26 pm] |
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| | anxious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Smashing Pumpkins -Today | ] |
yea so i'm going pretty good right now... ok everybody who reads this if anyone... can kinda discard the last journal thingy... because... i found out why Lucky was looking at me like that..:-/ ... it was because he had a concussion poor guy was trying to figure out who i was LMAO ... well i'm gonna go to him tomorrow and give a him a hug and the like.. we'll see what happens with that! oh yea and for those of you that know me ... the trey situation ... is weird... he apologized to me today (through emily)...lol and i was kinda of walking really fast (i guess you could call it running) so he wouldn't try to talk to me... and he didn't and when he saw me on the way to 4th... he yelled out that he was sorry to me... across the quad... :-D.. it was so sweet.. but i still have to think about what he did and Emily has this crazy assumption that he likes me alot.... so anyway... Jose :).. and his problems in class... even though they may seem bad... they're not!! embrace them jose embrace them...!!! |
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[Oct. 10th, 2004|11:24 am] |
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| | David Bowie - Soul Love | ] |
This is my first entry on the journal thing.:-D Well i'm kinda happy because we one two of our league games out of the three that we've played. Yea i'm kinda weirded out though because this guy i was talkin to saw me and completely ignored me.... Ok so what had happened was ....
I have been talkin to this guy for like a week now, and he seems so kewl. He's really down-to-earth and hes kewl to get along with, we have alot of the same interests and hes HOT... he is also a football player who alot of people in the school like, hes really popular cause all these Universities wanna have him at their school playing football ... well anyway i have my computer class with him and sometimes we sit next to each other and talk which is how we got to know each other...LoL... so anyway he came to see my game on tuesday and afterward he gave me hug and was saying all this sweet stuf and the like... and the day after that the same thing ... he came into computer class and gave me a hug and sat right next to me and we were talking and stuff... so on thursday after we got back to school from our game he was talkin to my friend and he kept looking at me, but didn't say anything it was really weird... i don't know if iw as supposed to say something or what?! then i walked away from where everybody was ... and he started walking after me, but didn't say anything.. then he started talking to someone but kept looking at me ... I am so confused!! someone please help me understand this.... |
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